Baby steps....

Oddly enough it was my husband who was dropping not-so-subtle clues this weekend that he’d love it if I’d POAS (pee on a stick). I was happily living in my in between place, hopeful that a positive result would await us at the end of the 2ww, but terribly frightened of a BFN which caused me to think it would be better to wait just in case. Well, as you can probably guess at this point, I gave in after all and decided to POAS Saturday morning. I was terrified to go look, but was thankfully met with those elusive two beautiful lines! And just to be thorough I took another test on Sunday morning and was again met with this lovely response…

I have my first beta draw on Thursday so hopefully we’ll get a good strong number that continues to increase. We’re cautiously optimistic at this point. As we learned the hard way during my last pregnancy, we have many, many milestones to pass before bringing home a healthy live baby, but as the Chinese proverb says, “A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.”

Those of you who know us IRL, please no comments on fb...we have a long ways to go before we'll be announcing it in that arena!